its kinda weird how even though im a heterosexual girl, i cant help but favor lydia (left) just because shes prettier. and lydia was cool. very chill. shes 22. from washington D.C. she doesnt go to my school though... she goes to a community college which she may come to realize is a huge pain in seattle... having to commute and all. she just randomly decided to move over here because she wanted a change in scene. that was kinda scary to us. we wouldnt want her to decide that she wanted a change in scene part way through our lease.

and jessie (right) was really cool too. shes very easy to talk to and has a warm, bubbly personality. she goes to my school so thats a plus. im a little scared though because we were talking for a pretty long time, and i told her a little about what happened last year... conflicts with other roommates. im scared she might say something that might bring up old baggage.

our problems from last year werent ever really solved. the problem is that im very passive where my current roommate, mel (who im living with next year), is pretty demanding and stubborn. we both were at fault in this fight, and i apologized for everything... even stuff that she accused me of that i didnt do! i just hate fighting and really would do anything just to get along with people. i think she still has a grudge about the whole thing though.

i think if jessie brought stuff up to mel again, this whole year will be a nightmare for me. i hate when people are mad at me... especially when theres nothing i can do about it.

but i decided i like jessie the best anyway because she seems like she wouldnt take any shit from mel. plus we got along so well and i really need some new friends lol.